This was my story. I did not want to believe until God spoke audibly into my ear. I did not want to believe until Jesus physically appeared in front of me and said here I am now believe. Thomas gets a bad rap because he said out loud what we all think, but actually I have a lot in common with Thomas, how about you? But then for me something changed, and I got to the point of wanting to hear from God not needing proof. And would you believe it the moment I wanted to hear from God, and wanted to see God he was everywhere, and I was blessed. Just like Jesus said more blessed are those who believe without seeing. Of course now that I believe without seeing, I get frustrated that others need some proof before they will believe. Funny old world isn’t it? Where are you on this path? Are you still waiting for Jesus to show himself? Do you want to touch him the same way Thomas did? Don’t worry Jesus understands you in the same way he understood Thomas, and Jesus will send you out to work in the same way he did the disciples. Why not just get on with it and see if Jesus speaks to you along the way?
